It's past Christmas! Almost New Years coming around the corner. Gosh, I don't even know where to begin but I'm definitely happy & thankful for living this far to be able to go through another year with alil more experience is sorta Spectacular! So I've produced a video about my so popular gaming swimsuit attire. Black Milk Clothing, everyone *claps* I mean props to them, not me.
The photo on bottom column of here was part of an amazing trip! To see more of the East coast & to make some friends, but partially of that didn't work how I wanted, but that's all about experiencing life, you look back and tell yourself how foolish it was or how Amazing you got to experience some of the Maryland's finest scenery. Got to explore the Ocean City & what the hoot was about, so glad I did! So that one day I could take my daughter back there again & spend another summer someday, someday.
Maryland trip 2012
I have to mention also for the awesome people on my Facebook friendlist, even though there are times I have my moments of being ridiculous or extra weird, but that's just how my life has been it's been tough all the time, but I still manage to try & make someone smile rather than thinking about myself all the time. Which I have to thank my daughter for, she's the main point in my life & change me for the better.
Not to mention there were some downfalls of losing some friends in the past, but that just proves to me I don't want to be around people who make me unhappy when I already have other reality things to worry about, besides I rather be surrounded by strong minded people as I sometimes am not very strong because I can burst but I'll blame that on my oldest brother cause he really hurt me a lot this year (2012) & it's so painful for me to mention because I shouldn't put that on others, someday we'll reconcile just not anytime soon.
Not sure what New Year is going to bring for us, but I say "BRING IT ON!" & know that everything will be okay. Resolution? I don't have a new year resolution, in fact, I don't think I've always had one, okay I lied, maybe once I did until I finally realized it was foolish cause I know I'll break it & yes, that happened.
Last but not least, there was some surprising gifts from an unknown person that I hadn't think anyone would get but mysteriously got them and made my Christmas spirit more the merrier this year, made me believe the world isn't so bad after all. I don't know if you are reading, and if you are, Thank you soo much from the bottom of my heart! Also for another friend who has helped me get through the year with ease, you know who you are, Thank you Very much! <3
Maybe next year I'll think of something to do to make someone happier, just to pass on that happiness...