Hi! It's been months! Of course a lot has got to happen, but I won't be specific about a lot of them. A lot of these adventures & continuing enlightenment of my journeys have created a lot of positive and correct view of myself & my future. In other words, learning myself more & more, putting things in perspective has an on-going knowledge within my path & I certainly take it with open arms, exceedingly & forth! So life has been balanced, how do i keep it so interesting & yet fall into calmness? I believe both need to have one another to keep forward. No buts about it, you just have to be bold & not be afraid of changes. It is not changing who you are, you're learning more with these rendering; research, in expectation, openness, being opinionated & as well as being assertive to quite frankly say, whether its good or bad, you're finding the balance of your sanity to become less afraid of what you want & to get. Don't let anything stop you, You control it. I mean, family, love, & closeness with genuine friends can help of course, so in other words you can look to the stars on your own if you want to find that real connection with yourself not anyone's else's truth, everyone is influence differently or greatly. And that's what I meant with finding my own path but of course have the support along with the closeness of anyone you desire. With me it's my close, loving family; Chris & Star - Much expending <3 & respect for them, I'm so Blessed! Other than, meeting my mother/father/grandmother/siblings these past months, as well as going through many conventions, events, religion, movies, gaming & fitness...my journey has been gratifying, granted we hardly paid for any of them to join, they just offered and happened, so I've been super blessed, grateful & humble by them. Come to realize, I hardly exerted them to anyone but now. Well There you have it! Thank you too for being a part of my positive family/friends as those who have read this, and I hope we continue to make each other's journey inspiring & forever supportive with words or anything that creates link path with each other in a loving manner. Stranger or not, Thank you for taking the time to read my simple blog(s). -Staraiedes |